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Melissa (:
31august
ex- YTzen!! :D
YJCian!
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melissa_hsw@hotmail.com
(i still prefer to call u gerald den zhihao)
*long post so feel free to skip the front part and go straight to the para in italics
it was rebecca's 1 min talk tdy during english lesson and she said she was going to tok bout her cca, npcc. i tot she was going to say good things bout npcc but hu noes she said sth else which shocked me. she said " im going to tok bout my cca tdy. i really lik npcc when i was in sec1 but now i tink it sux la. i nv go for trngs le cos im like a slacker la. i will pon trngs or nv go for watever reasons. i got a high post in npcc la and i m a slacker ma so i juz ask my subordinates to do things den i no need to do anything le. ... " (it shd be like tt, i dun rmb veri clearly le =X)
when i seriously tot bout it i tink tt im actually not angry wif her lor. im actually veri veri hurt. the feeling is hard to describe la. but juz tink hurt can mean everything liao.
we had been frens for like 4 yrs already. she and julia are the 1st ppl i became frens wif in class and in npcc. i really cherish our friendship la but i can see tt she dun really care. )= recently we also found out tt she had been backstabbing us (julia n i) la. and it hurts me even more. TRUE FRIENDS DONT BACKSTAB EACH OTHER NO MATTER WHAT!!! but cant really blame her cos more or less u will sure say sth bad bout someone. but its veri bad if u keep doing it. it really hurts. )=
actually i oso dun really care if she backstabs me. all i need to noe is tt i had been a true friend to her and tts all. i dun care if she doesnt cherish this friendship cos i noe i do and its all tt matters to me. but i really hope she would change and i mean seriously change n not say say onli la. cos i really dun wan our relationship to turn so sour till we nv even wan to speak to each other anymore. )=
u may apologise but i dun really noe how to face u again. its not tt im angry wif u but i dunno if u r going to hurt us once more. the blow will be too much for me to take and handle.
to everybody out thr: cherish ur frens always. no matter wat u tink bout ur frens, tell them personally regardless its good or bad. its not good to keep secrets. cos secrets may turn into sth bad which may hurt someone. thr r no such thing as secrets among frens =)
someone injured liao wor. haha. takecare hor! in order to stop me from suan-ing u more, faster recover!! haha. =P
when r u two going to speak to each other? someone muz take the initiative!! =X peng you shi na lai zhen xi de, bu yao bu li dui fang! =D