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Melissa (:

melissahiangshuwen!!
31august
ex- YTzen!! :D
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SPEECH DAY '09

i have a lot of complains today! so it will be quite a long post. >.<


1st: went back to yishun town for speech day today. was chased out by the security guard and the teacher there. the teacher was a new teacher! and i seriously dont like any of their attitudes!! reached there at 5.45 and we have to wait till 6.45 before we can come in. was rotting at the void deck opposite during that period of time. the reason we cannot go in is because the guest of honour is coming! -.- are we that horrifying that we cant be seen by those people??


2nd: i could have gotten the y21 award if i had gone to mr soh. he will help me do all the necessary stuff to pull me up! but i didnt know.. and its all too late...


3rd: heard comments from people about the recent clique i have, the tai tais. well, u say that we are so close that no others can come close to us, and that we are outcasting them. does it ever come across to u that its the others who outcasted us? its not like we dont want to talk to anybody at all, we did try, but did the others open up? it takes 2 hands to clap. if u talk to a person and all the reply is a one word answer, do u feel like talking to the person again? most likely no. furthermore, tai tais were not close at all in the beginning.. how can u assume that we are close just because we are from the same school? how can u assume that we dont let others into our group? how can u assume that all ytss people are like that? do u know the whole picture? u onli listen to the point of view of others, do u ever listen to our point of view?

its a natural reaction to stick to the people u are closest when u are at a strange place. its also true that ytss people are more than others. thus u cannot blame us for being together at the beginning. and we are now in jc, is it that important to bond with every single one of my classmates? isnt it normal to stick with ur clique and talk to others at points of time? is it necessary for us 4 to split up and join other groups? they have their own clique! how come u are not saying that they outcast us??

will u stick to a friend u know for 4 years or a friend u know for 4 weeks?


4th: my physics teacher teach about mass and weight for 1 hour! and she dont allow us to use inertia in our answer cos she thinks nobody understands inertia!!! i want to change teacher! >.<


thats all for my complains.

the best thing that happen today is i went back to ytss today! the performance was great!
1. chinese dance was nice. i think their dance was veri cool. (:
2. pds was the best. ncc and npcc combine. and all their stunts are superb. keep it up ppl! :D
3. fireworks and stuff, not bad (:

saw my cadets today, they all grew! except for me :x talked to them alot, took many pictures, walked here and there..

most of the ex ytzens that go to yjc say: "how i wish i can come back ytss to study.." well, i have this strong feeling and urge too. :x


i miss ytss a lot..

i miss my friends a lot..

i miss julia... ):

i miss rebecca... ):

i miss youwei... ):

i miss gerald... ):

i miss my clique...

i miss the times we had together... )):

i miss my class...

)':

though i have friends now, i still feel lonely. something is still not there..