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Shut Down
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Melissa (:

31august
ex- YTzen!! :D
YJCian!
volleyballer!! :D
melissa_hsw@hotmail.com

im going for vball trngs faithfully now. im veri glad to say that the motivation is coming back (: coach briefly told everyone their position in the team alrdy. he told me i can be the subset or the setter. :D im not tall so its not easy to be in a vball team. hope i will be able to use everything i've learnt in vball next year in an actual match (:

my aunt bought a table for me! now i have a proper table to study at and display all my pretty stuffs. :D why did my aunt buy something for me? cos my birthday is coming soon! :D 16 more days! not really soon but its coming! :D

school work is kind of stressing me out alrdy. my results are bad. my attitude? not sure. am i still slacking? i hope not.

email is something im using more than blogger or facebook now. microsoft word will come in second. more and more things are piling up for me to do. time is not enough..

the doctor at ntu emailed me, "Unless and until you have interest in what you are doing, otherwise you will not have internal motivation to do a good research." is he scolding me? ): i guess my interest in the research project is fading. i've not been going there for 2 weeks already. but just with school work, there isnt much time left. where am i supposed to dig out time for the project? and now, its my official H3 subject.. >.<

i can feel the stress.

working on my written report for project work, progress report for research project... and all the subjects i have in school. can i cope?

i tried to tell myself, "if others can do it, why not you?"
well, this is the motivation i give myself, and i hope it works all the time. (:

hope i will not breakdown yet

jealousy. is that how i feel?