Shut Down
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Terminated
Melissa (:
31august
ex- YTzen!! :D
YJCian!
volleyballer!! :D
melissa_hsw@hotmail.com
i feel brave! i spent the week peacefully, quietly, unnoticed. at least i have succeeded a little trying to not let unpleasant things affect me (: and this week is rather hectic. i realised that many of my work were not done on time and i didnt manage to study for all my tests well enough. :/ i have to work doubly hard already! not much time to lose. abit disappointed with myself.
*dhz, work hard! dont blame the year you are in. if i can do it so can you. ^-^*
CVD is coming! and i have to dress in some "costume" which is horrible! :X feel like excusing myself and skip the whole catwalk thing. why did i have to volunteer myself. end up nobody is helping me out. sigh.. anyway! CVD is supposed to be fun and more fun! so i shall have fun :D have fun melissa! dont have to care bout other people :D
volleyball selection is done. and im not in the main 6. ): but i should be glad that im at least in the team, or not. :/ however, it is still very very disappointing. i can be sure that i've put in a lot of effort to learn volleyball well. but no matter how well i get to master this sport, i still cant manage to be better than people who played before and people who have the potential. at least i learnt something from this: things wont always go your way even though you put in your best effort. as long as you know you tried your best, you have done well already. (:
there will always be this part of me that feels quite sad. sometimes for no reason at all, sometimes for some stupid reason and sometimes for something very important. and this time, i dont know which to categorise the reason as. i should throw away all unhappiness and keep myself happy. a happy person is a person who people wants to befriend with. (: